Life is a blur. There are so many things that I am confused about. I have no clue what I want to do with my life....well, I do, but it's not something that will happen for several years. I just want to be a wife and mom. I don't want to have to go to work, I want my home, my kids, my husband to be my work. But for that to happen we need the money for that to happen, and without me working, that won't happen. So right now I feel like I'm in a pit of misery and I don't know how to get out of it.
And I have a second interview for the PT Aide position, and I don't know if I want it. I mean, I do but I don't. I want to work to help us out financially, but I want to be a mom. I don't want to have to get up every morning and not really want to do what I'm being paid to. I enjoy helping others and all that is involved in being a PT Aide, but it's not where my heart is right now. And I don't know what to do.
And now I'm rambling. Back to the craziness of life, and packing etc.
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